Friday, October 23, 2009

who am i?

I think I'm in the midst of a major period of uncertainty in my life. Who am I? What is my purpose? How am I supposed to go on after my adventure in China? And I haven't been entirely sane the past few months. I've expected too much of some people and haven't talked about what's going on inside with my best friends.

And the past few weeks, I've hit a brick wall. I've definitely been in a new place that doesn't feel right. How do you scrape yourself off the wall and keep going?

5 Comments:

At 5:50 PM, Blogger Tyler Schultz said...

Just relax. Take a vacation. Otherwise, if you're calling it a period, end it right now. Life is good. You're a real person!!!

 
At 9:40 PM, Blogger Mellifluous said...

Thanks Tyler! So, what are you dressing up like for Halloween?

 
At 1:55 PM, Blogger all up in each others bizness said...

i'm here for ya anytime u need!!!!

 
At 6:46 PM, Blogger Tyler Schultz said...

Oh, I'm being an old man. I have a mask for him, but no cane or costume for him. Thanks for asking!!!

 
At 1:04 PM, Anonymous Sara said...

I would say, enjoy it. I'm in the same place. Some days are actually kind of difficult. But I'm learning it's not about who I am now. Who I am now is not that great (which certainly doesn't apply to you). But right now, God is doing something and it's more about who I am becoming in Him. It's a sticky period, full of dead end trails and billboards of false hopes and plans. But there's no use crying over it, just trying to get by and keep my eyes open.

So yeah. I think it's important to be patient and listen (1 Kings 19 [v12]). And I think it's important to learn how to enjoy the uncertainty. Because, after all, God is pretty mysterious.

 

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